Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Linkin Park- Minutes to Midnight

First of all- Its fucking great to hear some new music from LP :) LP's 3rd studio album- Minutes to Midnight. Its a mix of classic rock and hip-hop. Well I am not really impressed with this album. Its just not LP. Among all I only liked Bleed It Out and What I've Done. Bleed it out is a kickass hip hop ballad! while What I ve Done is nu-metal. This album is a result of their experimentation and looks like they are dropping from nu-metal :( which is not good.

I found this at songmeanings.com referring to Bleed It Out lyrics!


For some reason, I actually think this song is a self satire of their own lyrics on previous albums.
"and here we go for the hundredth time"

- A jab at repetitiveness?

"grind myself out and no one cares"

-They express their emotions on their songs and yet critics don't seem to respect them?

"I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away"

- Translation: I put my life in my lyrics, digging deeper, but it's useless?

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Best Films of the 90's


I came across the list of best films of the 90's and must say I am pretty impressed by the choice of films.
I havent seen more than half of the movies listed there and now I have a huge list of movies to download :)
With the kind of download speed I get, I feel lost sometimes(infact many times) as to what to download!!!! I just blackout and keep googling for some interestin stuffs. Now that I have this list I guess I ll be busy downloading for the whole of coming month ;)

Sunday, April 22, 2007

In this World- A docudrama about human smuggling


Yesterday I saw this film with my friends and almost everyone was stunned in the end. Very few films have brought tears in my eyes and this is one of them. And believe me when I say this there has to be something really
great about this movie. This tale of Afghan refugees is strong, thought-provoking stuff.
This pseudo-documentary makes it's point without being preachy. I felt I was there with these beautiful unfortunate young men on the horrendous journey to escape their life of poverty in a refugee camp. The photography is simply stunning and captures the very essence of the character's journey. There's no much dialogues in this film but it speaks for itself. There are many scenes that makes you contemplate
about why life is so cruel sometimes.
Interestingly I saw an article in today's paper about Astronaut's view about earth(since its an Earth Day today). Among them Bill Anders told, "It was the only colour we could see in the universe.....We 're living on a tiny little dust mote.....And basically, this is it for humans. It strikes me that it's a shame that we 're squabbling over oil and borders."

So please go watch/recommend this movie and let it be known to the world.
IMDB:http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0310154/

Friday, April 06, 2007

Exams and shit

I ve fucked it up again. Everyday I assure myself that I ll start studying soon enough but havent really started anything. I ve yet to buy the books and dont even know which ones to buy. Vivas are starting from first week of May and I am still clueless about the syllabus.

          I think I have a faint idea why is this happening to me. But I am not yet sure whether I am ready to accept it or not. Normally my classmates try to do their best in the last two semesters because thats what people ask when an engineer passes out(and not aggregate). But I no longer have this feeling of scoring marks. All I know is that I am just gonna "clear" this semester. I dont care if I get 40% or 60%. Even my mom doesnt care unless I fail.


So the question that is nagging me is whether I should really perform by really working my ass out or just get 40% and dont give a fuck. I am capable of doing both- just clearing and performing well. But why would I want to do that. Now there's no expectation/obligation from anyone to perform well(except Accenture who want me have atleast 55% or so as aggregate).

Well you may think what a looser I am to write something lame as this. But the point of this post is to tell how much our education sucks. There's no fucking point to study for the knowledge sake. Its all BS. And to top all this- half of our professors dont even know what they are teaching. All this has really put me off from actually learning the stuff I am supposed to as an engineer. No wonder why so many Indians go to abroad to pursue further studies AND NEVER RETURN BACK.




Sunday, March 18, 2007

After a looong long time

Its been really a long time since I last posted here. I ve been too busy to write anything lately. Thats because I am no longer a "lukha" hooked to internet all day long :)
I hardly get time even to read mails. All day I ve to be present in he college(but considering my attendance that is an overstatement). Then there's the car project which is somewhat falling apart (I dont know why i am saying that). The car project takes up most of the day time. I spent all evenings at MAM Movies office chilling out with my friends(and doing some little work!). Guess what! we wasted this evening watching a stupid cricket match betwen India & Bangladesh and geting a little drunk o_O
But yea watching India getting raped by bangladesis was priceless. Now I guess people will burn down some buses and cars and probably stone some houses. Watching this hulla-bulla cricketers might just start playing better. So basically dont give a fuck whether they are playing good or bad coz in the end they are gonna be rich anyways. So why give a shit!?

Anyways we even played an boxing game on Xbox in which I played miserably fucking gash. And now I am laying on the bed in an open terrace typing in an absolute blackness listening to "Last Kiss" by Pearl Jam.
ohh what a fucking life!!! and I am enjoying everybit of it!
This reminds me of a beautiful line from trainspotting-
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday night. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?" -Renton.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Dream On

The following is a great article that I thought I should share.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler. --Henry David Thoreau

Fact of the Day:
How many of us find our work meaningful? How many of us feel able to do our best work? And how often do we stop to consider the consequences of our work on others, or its impact on society as a whole? Such opportunities to consider the meaning of work are rare, and challenges are salient across stages and fields. To create a paradigm shift, researchers at Harvard, Stanford, and Claremont Graduate University began the GoodWork Project. The notion of "good work" -- defined as work that is at once excellent in quality, responsive to the needs of the broader community, and personally meaningful -- is investigated in both professions and professionals. This article explores various fields, probing whether individuals desire to carry out good work, the obstacles they encounter and the strategies they have devised.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Conversation with mom

So finally I told my mom why I used to come so late these days. I didnt tell my mom about MAM and Genesis Film Project till yesterday because I knew what would be her reaction. Anyways I had to tell her about this.

When I used to come late home I just gave her one reason that "I am working". Thats it. She didnt asked further and I didnt say further. Yesterday while I was telling her about Genesis she said, "I thought you were earning?". I said, "No ma I told you I was working. Its an NGO and I ve volunteered for it". "But you could ve worked for some company and earned enough to buy books for your next semester". "I thought you were earning".

Now that really hurts and didnt know how to convince her. But I managed to assure her that the time and energy I an devoting to this huge project will be paid off in future someway or the other. But as soon as I said the word "future" she got kind of pissed off and told me, "Son I know your future is bright. You got a job and that too you ve got an option to choose, but what about the present?"....

I really didnt want to hear anything further and get lost at that moment. But I had to go through all this. Its funny although, because I am glad I listened to her. Now I feel she dumped all that was inside her mind yesterday and probably she must be feeling alright now.

I always had this feeling that I should ve an alternate or backup skill that I can use in case of fucked-up times or just to earn some extra bucks. Anything that I ve learned has helped me somehow or the other directly or indirectly. I ve met so many interesting people through the Genesis film project which wouldnt have been possible atall if I had decided not to work for it. This experience is so invaluable and I feel lucky to be associated with this project. This is the only thing that drives me to do new things in life. But also at the same time, life has taught me one of the greatest things- DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYONE. Its kind of contradicting but I guess no one can deny the fact!
And yes at the end of conversation I told my mom that do not expect me to be successful always...just dont have huge expectations.... My mom chuckled and said," I am glad you are learning about life, son." Phew

Sunday, December 31, 2006

The Genesis Film Project



So finally people have noticed the hardwork put up by youths bringing together 101 filmmakers from all over India!. The Genesis Film Project 2007 has recieved more than 125 entries from all over India. This really came as surprise since we had recieved only 75 entries uptil day before yesterday. Phones have been constantly ringing since two days at MAM office and the inbox is flooded with queries from aspiring filmmakers. The coming days are going to be busiest days at MAM office and the entire team is very excited to be part of such event. I am glad that I am working for such a noble cause and using my skills for the good of others.
I am really excited beacuse I had never thought that I would be working with such great talented people. Madhusudan(-the big boss and chaiwala ;) constantly encourages/appreciates our work. I feel good when I am around these people....a different kind of energy flows through MAM office that instantly makes you energised. Then there's Akash whos never out of any ideas and can write poems/anecdotes, sing... for any thing under the sun. One more interesting character is our "bhai of vile parle"- Sachi :p. Full of energy and ideas and sweet smile. Ajesh-the dude-the massager- keeps the atmosphere very alive. Rahul-the energetic/writer/poet/filmmaker/engineer ;)..the list goes on- is the one who drives the train and keeps everyone busy ;)

I wish I could be with them all day. But anyways every second at MAM is a treasure in itself.

Monday, December 18, 2006

MAM Movies

My friend Zainab told me about this initiative founded by young Indians known as MAM Movies. Its basically a forum where Independent Film makers can Produce, Exhibit and Distribute innovative Independent South Asian Films.
Zainab told me to join the team which even she is a part of. They need a visualizer/artwork developer for various events that they are coming up with. Today I met them to speak about the upcoming event Genesis
Well its a huge event where 101 filmmakers will be called and each one has to make a documentary about anyone of the 101 NGOs of Mumbai within a time slot of 101 hours. Pretty interesting and unique huh!
I am gonna be working with them for this project because its too interesting and dont want to miss the oppurtunity. My work profile is to develope posters, artwork, website artwork, etc. I have restricted myself to just a few options as I am very much busy with my FSAE project. I get involved more and more as and when I get free from my usual work(read: engineering).
This is so interesting to work with such talented, young individuals who are full of energy and dreams. They are about to create a cultural revolution by helping/inspiring independent film makers at grassroot level. With the evolution of YouTube, Vimeo, etc broadcasting has became so easy and cheap! Anyone can reach millions n millions of people at almost no cost. MAM Movies are also into distribution so that filmmakers can sell their DVDs to the masses.
I hope I ll be associated with MAM movies for a loooooooong time unless engineering kills me ;-)
I ll keep updating about Genesis project in the mean time or you can directly view their blog

Friday, December 15, 2006

Yipee....my passport is coming

After 3 days of running around passport office, my application was accepted. The first day they didnt accept because I didnt have xerox copy of the application. When I finally got, it was too late.
The next day again it was rejected because I didnt have a copy of electricity bill which was a year old. Finally on the third day it was accepted. Now I have to wait 45-60 days to get my passport. I hope everything goes smooth and get it asap.

For those who havent applied here's the official site giving details about everything you need to apply for passport.

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

End of another semester

Just got up from 7 hour sleep O_O. The occasion?? end of sleepless nights aka exams ;)
So an end of another semester (sem VII) and start of a new one with full of promises( I swear I start studying from the begining, I swear I ll do all my assignments on my own, I swear I ll do well in class tests...so on you get the idea)
Its weird now I dont remember any of those promises I made while was giving my exams. ahh anyways I ll think over it when next sem starts.
This particular semester was different than any other because of many important events that took place. First of all I got placed in Accenture. Its is a 2.7L package and I am quite happy with it. Also our protoype car Barracuda B150 was successfully realised and it now running at 50 kmph!!. Mr. Samir Somaiya also invited me and my firends to work on a project which is based on WiFi Mesh Networks.
I am looking at the long-term prospects of this project. Right now I am in a crossroads as to which company I should join after my Bachelor of Engineering degree. This is really gonna decide my future because both are different fields. Also there's a completely different option of joining automobile industry (only if our FSAE car makes it to Germany).
So far so good. I am looking forward to next semester and ofcource the end of it :p

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Oops got caught!

I knew this would happen and it did! Well I usually depend upon library books for studying during exams. These books plus notes are my only sources. Our library contains huge number of the prescribed books but a few books have very limited copies. So naturally these are unavailable during exam times. So I usually hide the books in another stack before exams. We have open access to the library so its easy to do the job. Just before my Digital Communications exam I switched the book on Image Processing to another rack. I thought I would go to the library next day and issue the book.
When I went to the library next day, I was strolling here and there in the library and after some time i took my Image Processing book to get it issued. When the librarian saw the book he looked straight at me and asked where did I found the book! Boom I was surprised to hear this, but I knew what was coming. I knew all i had to do is deny...deny..deny....
Lib: Where did you find the book?(stares at me)
Z: Uhh I..I found this in another rack..I I suppose someone had switched the book to another rack(looking damn innocent)
Lib: (gets up) Show me where you found the book.
Z: (follows him) I...I found it in the opamp books rack...I was goin through the opamp books and I suddenly saw this book there....
Lib: (stares at me) How on earth you are the only one who found this book!!
Z: I dunno...as I said I ws going through the opamp books.....
Lib: You are not geting this book....six students had asked about the book and we couldnt find it here. If you want this book go get permission from Senior Lib.

I kept saying I found it accidently. But I knew he didnt believe, although he never told me So I just left the room and got the hell out of there. When I was walking home I thought about this again. I think when many students were asking for the same book, librarian must have gone through the database to see if there's any copy left. He must have definitely found one copy is still inside the lib.
Anyways I knew someday or the other this will happen (I was doing this since 2 years now...but only during exams). BTW I dont feel I was morally wrong doing this, was I??

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Instrumentation Systems (IS)

IS is one of our subject prescribed by Mumbai University(Sem. VII). I have my exam on this subject on 25th, Nov.
    Well I was so afraid of this subject all thanks to our professor Mr. Halbe. He literally forced into our minds that IS is very difficult subject and many students fail in the test simply because they dont write what is asked in the question.
    Now when I was going through the past university papers, I was shocked to see that almost 60% to 70% questions are repeated everyyear and they too are not that difficult ones. Also our prof told us that we have to go through 10s of books to write an optimum answer. But for me only one book(Instrumentation- Devices & Systems by Rangan, Mani, Sarma) was enough to not only understand the basics of many instrument systems but also to reproduce the matter in the exam. 
     I really dont understand why he scared us. He never taught us a single topic related to syllabus. I agree that profs should teach things that are out-of-syllabus. But that topics should be relavant to today's world. 
He cant teach topics that are absolutely obsolete.
Ahhh forget it I can go on and on.....time to study.

I hope I do well in this exam.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Wireless Power!!??

Now thats interesting, isnt it? How many of us have observed the famous Murphy's Law? Whenever some important person want to call you and bang there goes the battery...same with laptops.
Now physicists are working on making it practical. But i must say the funda behind this wireless transfer of energy using the concept of resonance is not new. I had heard about this in the school days a lot. I cannot imagine the commercial gain this technology might bring to whoever patents this baby. I hope people understand the dreams of Tesla who wanted to provide free electricity around the globe.
I hope this technology will be free of commercial shit.


Thursday, November 16, 2006

Crank 2006


Just watched Crank which was *beeep* awesome. Amy Smart looks great in the film. Chev Chelios too was great choice for this film. The theme of the movie which is quite different and is fast-paced. Jason has to survive a poison injected inside his body by pumping adrenaline in his body every few minutes. So naturally to pump it Jason does all sorts of crazy stunts....drugs...fast cars...sex...smashing...fighting....killing etc. I do recommened to watch this movie.

IMDB: CRANK 2006

group hugs

I came across this site while surfing on google. i must say this site is total timepass. reading ppls confessions is so addictive. Although it is obvious that most of the confessions are fantasy written by kids but anyways its so goddarn addictive reading those....
site: http://grouphug.us/random

This site is also wikied http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grouphug.us

Favicon in Blogger Beta, HOWTO

hey ppl just discovered a way add Favicon in Blogger....here it goes:
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Favicon
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

In Mozilla Firefox, favicons are displayed in all available tabs, the bookmark toolbar/menu and the location bar.
In Internet Explorer 6, favicons are displayed in the Favorites menu and the address bar.
In Safari, favicons are displayed in the URL field, Bookmarks menu and the Bookmarks window.
A favicon (short for "favorites icon"), also known as a page icon, is an icon associated with a particular website or webpage. A web designer can create such an icon, and many graphical web browsers—such as recent versions of Internet Explorer, Firefox, Mozilla, Opera, Safari, iCab, AOL Explorer, Epiphany, Konqueror, and Flock—can then make use of them. Browsers that support favicons may display them in the browser's URL bar, next to the site's name in lists of bookmarks, and next to the page's title in a tabbed document interface.
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So now you know what is favicon! Wanna add one to your blog? Just read further

First of all you ll need create an icon image of 16x16 pixel....if u have a good image u can generate icon file using this cool tool at Graphics Guru. Also note that we can use .png format alternatively as i have used for my blog
Now that you have your own .ico file upload to your server(Note: If u are using other's icon file just copy the link)

Now quickly goto dashboard>>Template>>Edit HTML
Once u r there search for tag. Just after this tag copy paste the foll lines:


Now click Preview and see the change....if its ok hit Save template.
You just got a beautiful favicon for ur blog ;)

Some Links:
http://johanrooms.com/favicons.php
http://tools.dynamicdrive.com/favicon/ (Another Icon generator tool)
http://www.mavetju.org/unix/favicon.php (How to create favicon-icons on Unix machines)